I gazed longingly out the front window of our house at the neighbor’s shiny brand new minivan.
We’d bought a used minivan two years before when our first son was born, but my dependable, well-loved Dodge now looked ridiculously hideous parked on the curb next to my neighbor’s beauty queen model.
Suddenly, I was convinced that every scratch and blemish on my minivan seemed to scream in high-pitched tones to every neighbor on that block, “Wow. Can’t they afford anything better than that dumpy model?”
Hmmm, my husband did just get a raise… I considered. I did some quick mental math and realized that now we probably could afford the car payment on a new van.
Then I started questioning my minivan’s safety. Sure, we hadn’t ever had any problems, but I thought, “You know, it does have 50,000 miles on it now so perhaps it’s time to trade it in.”
Needless to say, a new minivan—the same model as our neighbor’s—was parked in our garage a few weeks later.
And thus began another step in our family’s journey toward debt. Big-time debt that eventually totaled over $100,000.
What’s Your “Minivan” Story?
I know our minivan story isn’t unique. In fact, I’ve heard different versions of it over and over as I’ve talked to others about their struggles with debt. Sometimes the “must-have” item is a certain house in the “right” neighborhood. For others it’s an RV or boat that promises to give hours of family-fun vacations.
Either way, if we’re not careful, these simple wants can turn into full-fledged screaming monsters that long to not only empty our pocketbooks but to steal our sense of contentment, joy and self-worth.
In her new book Love Your Life, Not Theirs, author Rachel Cruze shares her story on this theme.
She tells about the time when she had just returned from a lovely vacation with her husband to South Carolina. All was well… until she noticed some photos in her Instagram feed from a fashion blogger who was proudly sharing her glamorous trip to the Greek Isles.
So she did what at first seemed rather harmless: She began pricing airline tickets to Greece! Makes sense, right?! When her newlywed budget snapped her back into reality, here’s how she described what she was feeling:
Suddenly our fantastic trip to South Carolina seemed a little dull. I let a total stranger’s exciting vacation steal the joy from the wonderful trip I had just taken with my husband… What was it about her trip that made my trip feel inadequate? I was chasing someone else’s life instead of enjoying my own. I was letting someone I had never met influence not only how I was going to spend my money, but how I was going to live my life.
Yes. Exactly. That. Have you felt that feeling before?
The Big Secret Why You Can’t Get Out of Debt
There’s something really sobering when we get down to the true reasons behind how and why we want to spend our money. Especially when that spending requires that we go into debt.
Oh, we all seem to have excellent, in-the-moment reasoning:
- It’s an item that will keep our family safer.
- It’s a vacation to take that would be great for the kids.
- It’s the kind of gift we feel obligated to give because someone else has given us a gift of similar value.
- We don’t want our kids to miss out or to feel slighted.
- We believe that a well-deserved vacation to a tropic island with our spouse will finally change our marriage issues once and for all.
All well-intentioned thinking. But in actuality, what happens when we do spend the money or do take that much-deserved trip?
We do find immediate pleasure, but we also find ourselves feeding a monster that continually seems unsatisfied.
That monster is comparison.
And friends, it is impossible to break free from debt’s clutches without first attacking it at the root of the problem—comparison.
Even if you eliminate all your debt, if you don’t deal with the inner issue of comparison, your debt-reduction strategies will be just as effective in keeping you financially secure as yo-yo dieting is in maintaining a healthy weight.
Rachel labels comparison as “chasing make believe” in her Love Your Life, Not Theirs book. And she admits that comparison is not a new problem (reminding us that coveting is one of the 10 Commandments!).
However, she hits the nail on the head as to why comparison has such a steady hold on our culture right now. Past generations had to keep up with Joneses whenever they saw them in the neighborhood.
But today, as she so aptly puts it, “We carry the Joneses around in our back pockets.”
Ah, yes. Social media strikes again. She writes:
Our cell phones and social media apps are little windows into the lives of other people. If a friend on the other side of the world bought a new purse today, a picture of it could hit my phone before she even left the store…[social media channels] make it easier than ever for us to wish we were living someone else’s life.
At first, having a “window into other’s lives” doesn’t seem like such a bad thing. That is, until we witness how others’ purchase decisions dictate our daily money decisions and our stress levels.
Simple, innocent social media sharing can easily transform itself into ugly comparison.
After a few minutes on Facebook, it’s easy to wonder why our life doesn’t look like everyone else’s perfect life. If left unchecked, these feelings can slowly eat away at our self-esteem. If we’re not careful, we can easily find ourselves angry and disgusted at our out-of-date kitchen appliances after seeing a friend’s kitchen remodel photos.
Suddenly, without even realizing it, we find ourselves engaging in all kinds of craziness in the name of “must have” and “must do.”
I know these feelings too because I’ve felt them over and over. How about you?
3 Ways to Keep Comparison in Check
Please don’t get me wrong. I’m not here to bash social media or convince you that it’s the root of all evil in the world. I love hearing about all my friends’ adventures and new purchases in my Instagram and Facebook feeds, and post regularly myself.
But, ladies, these three things help me when I find my heart moving toward discontent:
Reality Check. First, I remind myself that this is one slice of this person’s reality. Despite what I may see online, they still have problems and an imperfect life like everyone else.
What do I really want? Do I really want this specific thing, or is my heart longing for the perceived feeling behind it (peace, happiness, relaxation, etc)? What else in my life can I look to as the source for those things?
Budget Re-Focus. I go back to our family’s budget. It may sound strange, but I now view our budget as a blessing and protection over our home. I don’t see our budget as a restriction but instead as a helpful decision-maker as to how we can and cannot safely spend our money right now. There is room for “fun” spending, but it’s within the confines of what will keep us financially safe. So I ask myself, “If I really do see it as a need, does it fit into the master plan?”
A little back story: About 2 years after our minivan incident, my husband and I made a decision to not only pay off that $100,000 debt but to never be in debt again. Our debt-free journey is another story for another time, but suffice it to say that being on a budget kept us on track through that journey and continues to keep us debt free today.
Speaking of budgets, I wanted to give a quick shout out here to Dave Ramsey’s Every Dollar budget tracking app. Every Dollar is an incredible resource for keeping track of your money and keeping you accountable to how your money is spent. We are grateful for this system, and I would highly recommend it whether you’re facing money struggles or not right now!
One Last Word About the Relationship Between Comparison and Debt
I wanted to share one final thought from Rachel Cruze’s excellent book Love Your Life, Not Theirs (which I hope you have a chance to review for yourself!):
Too many people in the world are letting cultural expectations–that is, other people–dictate their own values and family priorities. I’ve been there too. I know it’s an empty and endless battle to try to keep up. You feel like a hamster on a wheel, running as hard and fast as you can, but ultimately going nowhere. Doing that for a lifetime will leave you completely exhausted. Don’t do that to yourself anymore. That doesn’t have to be your life. There is hope; there is an antidote. There is one and only one cure to comparison living, and that is contentment.
Well said. Let’s deal with these financial issues at their root by honestly examining the balance between comparison and contentment.
FTC Disclosure: This is a sponsored post written by me on behalf of Ramsey Solutions.
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